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Saturday, July 21st, 2007
1:59 am
wow. I was one emo kid as a freshman. WHOO!!! I am a senior now, and almost everything has changed :D

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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
11:06 pm - homefry.. guess what ... i'm ready
"Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

current mood: crushed

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Monday, July 18th, 2005
3:47 pm

I was once special, but the memories we shared together are slowly fading away from your memory :/



current mood: blank

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Friday, July 15th, 2005
3:01 am

Queso y crackers!!! It's like 3:00 in *da* morning and im not tired. I need to sleep tengo que trabajar manana from 8:30-1:30. It's not like i work really hard or anything, BUT I'm probably going to fall asleep or something. As long as i dont shred :(

**I really like FrAnKLiN! *l0l* what to do, what to do.

current mood: bouncy

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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
11:04 am
I hate how everything is perfect,and then it ends.
 
I hate how i cant lie...you can always tell.
I hate how people change including me.
I hate how nothing ever stays the same.
I hate losing friends.
I hate growing apart from them.
I hate being under pressure!
I hate being rushed, ugh!
I hate it when people get into others business.
I HATE GUYS THAT LIE!
I hate it when i dont get my way :/.
I hate knowing things last!
I hate it when i am wrong.
I hate it when i dont know what is going on!
I hate people that talk mierda.
I hate two faces.
I hate chocolate.
I hate how i cant ever hate him.
 
I like how it feels when your life is better then what you are dreaming.
 
I love hugs.
I love my homefry!
I love my brothers and sisters!
I love talking on the phone.
I love talking things out.
I love to argue.
I love to watch movies.
I love to sleep.
I love to say whooa!
I love to say Ehhh?!
When I hear the name "Rebecca" i love to say revecccaa!
I love laughing,smiling :),and crying!
I love pink!
I love all my friends.
I love meeting new people.
I love catching up with my old fwends!
I love remember the past.
I loved my childhood life.
Text Color
I loved feeling like nothing was ever wrong.
I love earrings,purses,lipgloss,and shoes.
I love fruit punch gatorade,slim jim,and pretzels!
I love lOl!
I love my family, and my second family!<3
I love being happy.
 
 
I am crazy.
I act retarded.
I like to make people laugh.
I am loud *IF* I feel comfortable around you.
I am short :/
I am loving.
I am kind and genorous.
I like to have fun.
I say what i feel.
I keep all my secrets in me.
I'm part of a "clique" <3
I love my crazy friends.
I love calling them hoes,slutbags,and bitches. *lol*
EVEN THOUGH THEY ARENT... w/ the exception with one. j/k!!
I am your friend... yes yes even if i dont know you!!
Im in band and FFA.
Im so freaking bored.
 
 
* Check out my animal his name is chewbacca. His hawt! He is a pink penguin!! owww!

current mood: whos a HoE?!

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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
9:12 am - *hey you!*
Yesterday went swell. Eww, how was i ?! Swell lol okay! Anyways, yesterday I spent the day with my grandmama and my baby cousin john john aww he is soooooo cute! Ya'll need to meet the kid! Then "I came on over!!" It was great i met Reveccccaaaa... By the way PETER smells like bu-du-ssa!! ahh LOL! Talked about things, which sucked i thought i would hear so stuff that was for my benefit, but i didnt. Oh well, I should have known it was coming. All happiness ends somewhere right? Anyways tommorrow is my sisters birthday the little bitch (j/k) is going to be 12. What a punk. She wants a celly. LoSeR! Ah MIERDA! I am uploading some pictures i took last night and its going to take forever and ever and ever AMEN! I would type some spanish that my and my bestest buddy were speaking except i dont really know how to write in spanish! Sucks. Anyways im going to cut this short and once i get home ill update some more on my wonderful life.. pshh!

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Monday, July 11th, 2005
5:13 am - blah
I'm wide awake and so bored its not even funny!

current mood: since when do bored ppl cry?!

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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
8:55 pm - Is someone getting the best the best of you?

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your news
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse


Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?


I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...



current mood: feeling like shit

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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
1:39 am - im to sexy for Milan,New York,and Japan!
*Random things... just jibber jabber jew kno!*
this entry is going to be weird. Your probably not going to understand it. As I space through each paragraphs my subjects will change just letting you know if your going to read it all... i dont know if anybody even reads all of my entries.
 
 
It's weird. You miss someone. His real, or for boys she's real*but*you don't know them. It's weirder <(?)>how you can relate to them so much and they make you feel ood *yet* you don't know anything about them not even their name. You dream about him every night, and think about him during the day. You're dreams are so real that you're not even sure if they are dreams. It feels good,but also like your living a lie because it's not true.. or is it?! .. i just don't know and it sucks.
 
 
It's weird how many people feel exactly what your feeling no matter how much their smile or they act that the put on shows you different. In my group of friends some talked alot other didnt. Im in more than one "groups," "clique" whatever you wanna call it. Even though I would talk alot I only talked alot because i didn't want people to forget that i was there. I was sharing my thoughts and stuff. Everyone at some point feels alienated from their groups at some time even the main one.  So whatever.
 
 
Unfortuntaley I do NOT have a heart made out of metal. I DO have feelings. I DO remember EVERYTHING! I remember all the lame and cute things you said, your promises EVERYTHING! Whatever everyone has their of time when you feeel down if you havent... no worries your time will come around.
 
 
**If someone trusts you don't do things that will make them NOT trust you. Its VERY STUPID! makes you an untruthsworthy friend. **
 
 
Today I had a headache like on the back part... I've got a headaches and bad luck but they could'nt touch you. I have the Fall Out Boy Cd but i only listen to #2 Of All the Gin Joints in all the World. #3 Dance, Dance #4 Sugar, were goin down #5 Nobody puts baby in the Corner the other was are okay but i like these the most. **I love singing((even though i don't do it well)),"I only want sympathy the form of you crawling into bed with me." haha. ok enuff of that... anyways...
 
 
It's weird how you can be in a mad/confused mood ^^ an neutral mode (below) and HAPPY! **after neutral**
 
Today i was clipping my nails and talking to my cousin. I accidently clipped one wayyy to short and it hurt and i was mad because it was short. She said that i was having a bf "b fit" <white chicks> for no reason. ugh... shes so ugh! I hope shes happy the hot pink nail polish is nowhere in sight so i have to settle for the clear glittery one psh...
 
I was thinking about cutting my hair and thinning it out oh! and permantely straightened it... so i told my mom and she said no... boo. Oh well i'll go with my crazy granny it's *my* hair not hers!
 
*getting a new celly telly cos this one totally sucks! The one that they are trading or giving me in exchange is really boyish and eww, i dont want a boy phone. Its like black rubber on the side... yeah. But i think thats the one i have to get unless i talk to my daddy and he buys a new one for himself and we trade cos hes a boy!*
 
Today i was looking threw my backpack and i found my colorfulll pens awh, i miss writing prettiful letters to ... jew!!! haha.
 
*mUy FaBuLoSo!*....*C-I-A-B-A-T-T-A!* yAy! teehee*
 
awhh, i want to be a person that goes on made and turns into a girly girl!
geesh,i didnt know being on MADE gave you an opportunity to go out with a TOTAL HOTTNESS! Woah. His eyes are like whoa. Haha like the song.. okay yea. Awh, When i see *him* i want to get butterflies in my stomach.. oh wait i do!, only he doesnt. Anyways before i go all emo... haha.
 
I was looking threw all my purses and i found my ae lipgloss in one of them. Gawd, i was dying to find it i thought i lost it. Umm, it taste so good and it keeps your lips shiny for like EVER! Speaking of purses.. =) I was downtown McAllen a couple of days ago and they have some really cute stuff. I was looking for a black purse moon shaped and it has colorful beads... not sequinces! Well i found some other stuff..*but* claire's,icings,and forever 21 has my heart.. for accersories that is. AWh, i bought these earrings they are circular dangly and shiny they are prettyful..and colorful. I was also at the mall and we passed by MAC and i want this blue eyeshadow. Its really pretty i would'nt use it but its nice to be with friends and they say,"awh, look how prettyyy!" and you can say," yeah, i have it!" haha. ok, maybe only i think thats cool, bet your friend would to because SHARING IS CARING! High heels make my pinky toes go numb forever... oh wells they are cute, and they make me taller yeahh.
 
I need a new sn... i got aim now instead of aol :( but oh well at least i can chat. Yeah, well its sabrina03090 and its lammeee ive had it for like EVER! i need a new one asap any ideas. A friend said to think of nicknames people call me but like eww i dont like my nicknames...well only one.. homefry. haha. but these are my nicknames really kiddy and ghett0. Brina,rina,wina,pe-wina,sab,sabby,<gross>,sabriner, something with weiner in it haha. oh yea and momma kane... representing yo! ha.
 
HOLY B'GEEZUS!!! Laguna Beach is coming JULY 26TH!! gotta love it! stephenn is so hott and wooo sexy. almost all stephenns are hott. haha.
 
muchachos.boys.
*A girl knows when a guy looks in her eyes and sees someone else..boo* jerkos!
 
gotta go..later home doggie dogs.
 


current mood: awh

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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
9:44 pm
I've found the good in myself. I never really believed in anything especially myself, but now I do. It took me a long time, but I made it and im proud of myself. I'll admit it, I'm a negative thinker. Before thinking the best i think the worst making it difficult for me to accept that there IS good in some things. I could NEVER take a compliment, peoples advice anything in that nature. I could see the people around me trying to help, but they couldn't get past me. Every time I would start to think something good I would change my mind and find something any little thing, so that it can be negative. Why, I have no idea. That's just me. Now that i think about it, it was pointless thinking negative so much. It got me nowhere. It made me sad. It didn't let me enjoy life or anything. I know I'm still going to think negative but im not going to let it get to me, well im going to try. I think the only reason I thought nobody would understand was becuase I myself didn't understand. No matter how much you may think your right, I've thought it over and I'm right about my decision. It's ridiculous really how can I let anybody help me, if I didn't open up to them. One person didn't give up. Thanks. Although you would get frustrated because all you would hear was me on the other line crying you never gave up. Now, I still cry, but instead of you being lost you say every word exactly the way I would have liked to said it. I don't ever have to explain because you get it before I even do. Thats a TRUE best friend,and I would like to Thank YOU! The only reason why we think alike is because of the things we've been through practically the same things. Anyways, I'm starting to feel comfortable with myself which allows me to accept compliments (if i get any)and advice. Everyone needs someones advice sometimes. Since it is the time of summer, I'm barely realizing the things I've learned. *You can learn alot from LITTLE kids* This is directed to a person who helped me YET hurt me at the same time. I know although you were trying to help the way you said it and the tone of voice you used hurt me. I know I cannot go back to living in the past, no matter how much i really really want to. I understand people change some for the better some for the worst. Nobody stays the same at least one thing changes. I know that if my "friends" really missed me they couldve called me or payed me a visit. I've realized the things I have now are great, but im never satisfied. Which is bad. I always want more. I always want something better. Nothing is ever good enough. It's just that when i reminisce about my past i want to go back. I sometimes find myself dreaming about the past. Going back is like my "escape." "HER" escape is pressing the end button on the phone only because she knows she is going to hear something she doesnt want to hear or because she is scared of the things you are going to say. Your "escape" is running. It makes you forget about everything. Mine is crying. But it's stupid. I sit in bed, with the music playing, and the lights are off. I cry it off, but its not even worth it. The only thing i get is puff eyes, a stuff nose, and a feeling that hurts my stomach which makes me want to vomit. Other people "sleep" it off, which is also retarded because when you press the end button you dont get to hear the truth. When you run it off the thoughts still come back when your done. When you cry you end up having a HUGE headache because youve cried to much and the thoughts are still running threw your head, and when you sleep it off its probably going to be one of the first things you think about when you wake up. Im just saying we should just stop running away and face life. Thats what im going to try to do. As for now, im going to go to my room and sleep because ive had a long day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRI!

current mood: blank

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Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
8:48 pm - hey hey hey..

just wanted to say HI FWENDS!! =) todays been GrEaT!

 

JANUARY: (january 30,1990)
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.

 

white = very true about me!!!

yellow= is me admitting

red= also describes me well

light blue= easily jealous...

green= just whatever the thing had to say about januarys.

 

* Your friends might understand you better.... pick your month!


JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. loves screaming, talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. loves to flirt. hates being left out. hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious whe withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a specail person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. sexy but has brains.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart.
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NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very compassionate and caring. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty. Playful, secretive. Very emotional and takes alot to make angry. Meets new people easily. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Gets jealous easily. Essentially very smart
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Changing person


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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
6:08 pm - ♥ the smile on your face lets my know that you need me ... ♥ :)

today i went to the dentist... for making fun of laura i now have 4 cavities as well.... unfortunately my doctor isnt hott.. nor does he call me babe or baby. lol. Can't wait for next week. Things are going better now... i have a job.... i get money....i'm now responsible .... whateverrr i get to go places hooray for me.  Its nothing big i just type out whatever they tell me to. It gets me outta the house... hopefully i can wake up in the morning. hah. ok, well ill probably  update at like 1 or 2 in the morning!

 

the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall.....



current mood: ecstatic

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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
2:27 am - ......
This always happens to me. I'm fast asleep then something happens that makes me wake up, and now i cannot go back to sleep. Sucks. For the most part, im glad to be home. I never thought I'd be saying that but i am. I missed my bed the most. I don't really like writing entries about how sucky my life is because eventually i will get over what is bothering me(even though how hard i try to forget it more things keep running threw my head) only because i don't enjoy reading bad entries my friends have posted. I've noticed though that most of my friends entries haven't been that great. They do write some stuff thats positive, but most of it isn't. Anyways, if any of you want to talk to me (wheather your happy or sad) you guys can call me... plus it would give me something to do. Even if you just want to talk about the sky... seriously. Let me tell you eating, sleeping, and shitting isn't as fun as it sounds. ok, well my # is 956.975.8552. Now since i have nothing better to do im going to write about the four days i had out of my house.

Thursday. I woke up around seven got all my bags and left to my grandma's house. From there my mom's friends came to pick up her and my dad. Together they went to the airport and caught a flight to Houston then to Florida. According to my mom, they have a convention to go to over there. It was only for one day and the other three days were theirs to relax. The ladies that were married got to take their husbands... and not their loving children..how nice huh. ANYWAYS, around twelve i went to Janie's dads house. We waited for Laura and Sabel to get there. Once Sabel got there we called Laura turns out she was still in San Antonio her grandmother was buying stuff at one of the bases. To make that story short Laura's mom ended up taking her. Ok, the week before Janie asked me what songs i liked because she was going to make a cd of all ( hers, mine,Sabels, and Lauras)favorite songs. I told her a few...but she wanted them to be songs that you can dance to. So, i told her to get that song jump and spread out... i told her the title of that song at least two billion times i was sure she had it down. In case you dont know what song im talking about it's the one with the violin and it goes scooby doo yo scooby doo yo machete machete do the eagle now and grab your ... now. When we were in the van thingy whatever it was the vehicle she puts on the cd. We all started laughing because the pendeja got some ghetto song called machete and it was all retarded. So much for my favorite songs.We listened to the other songs and just laughed. We took pictures and if i do say so myself i looked totally awesome with that cap. haha. if only i could send the picture so i can post it on here.. i cant though. Anyways, we got to the hotel. We unloaded all of our junk food into the top drawer, filled up the fridge with drinks, and called beds. We left to one of the stores and bought matching shirts ... they are pink with light blue and white... they are so pretty. We decided to were them the same day during summer band...haha. So, we went back to the room then Laura got there. We went to the sand domes we watched the sunset go down well kinda. haha. We raced to the top. It was to funny Janie said to race to the bottom and while she was saying that her and Laura fell at the same time me and Sabel were like crying with laughter it was tooooo funny. It got a little bit darker and we brought out the glow sticks, took pictures, wrote stuff in the sand, got scared by a crab,and went back to the hotel. We went down to the pool it sucked though. Janie, Sabel, and I were contacts and we had to take them off. Only Laura got to see the boys. Then Laura almost killed me because... i dont know how to swim and she like carried me into the haha... five feet and i was all scared. She finally let go of me and like water go in my nose and i was coughing forever. We got out went upstairs ate pizza and just laughed... tried learning how to do body waves... wont go into detail...lol. Then we walked around the beach and jumped back into the pool. When we got out we went to the computer room and there was already two guys using the computer. So all four of us had to settle for using one computer. Well turns out the boy next to us his name is Brent... and well his friend didnt talk much so we called him the other blonde boy. Janie logged onto her myspace and he was all sweet yall have myspaces, and so then me became myspace friends. Janie asked him if he was going for the Spurs and he was like huh? So she said you know like basketball... and he was like what? She said you know like sports... basketball... and Laura goes duh Janie he know about sports look at his shorts. He looks at her all confused and goes," what are you talking about these are my swimming trunks!?" She was like ohh because she thought they were basketball shorts...aww poor kid shes so airheaded. hah. Then we went back to the pool. We only slept for like 3 hours. SOMEONE had to turn off the alarm. So that was Thursday... and the beginning of Friday.

Friday. We went to the Jetties or something like that. Walked around there we then headed for the movies. We were suppose to see the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants Briget is Janie. Carmen is Laura. Lena is Sabel. I am Tibby. Actually it's the other way around like Janie is Briget. oh well you guys get the point. Well we ended up watching The Longest Yard. I had already seen it so i fell asleep for awhile. Man we sat next to some bitches that had no manners what so ever. UGH, they pissed me off. During one of the silent moments one of the ladies was talking super loud so Janie said to be quiet. The ladies friend was all grr and she said someone just told you to be quiet. After some time past a baby started crying and the lady looked at us and she goes why dont you tell them to shut up huh they are being loud as well. Damn bitches. Well the movie ended and we got dropped off at our houses. I had to get dropped off at my aunts house she lives in La Feria. My sister and my two cousins were already there my aunt was at the mall. Around seven i went back to the movies to watch The PERFECT man it was a good movie. I got home took a shower and knocked out in the corner of her bed listening to Fall Out Boy. I Woke up around two drank cherry kool-aid and helped myself to some juicy beef jerky...yum. haha.

Saturday. I woke up... around three and straightened my hair. Used my cousins computer. Left to the mall bought earrings and ate chinese. Around two in the morning my cousin calls that he lost his truck keys and so we had to go drop off the spare. He was at some show... i guess for a band i have no idea. Elaine my cousin was talking on the phone with the light off and so i sat down in the hallway and read my book. My cousin was watching some film in like japanese language it was funny.

Sunday. I woke up around two thirty. I talked to my parents. They let me spend the night at Laura's house. Around five thirty i got there. She said Celi was at warped tour and she named some of the bands that were going to be there. When she was naming the said that Rufio was going to be there and i said no and she said that when Celi got home we were going to ask her and if i was right she owed me 10 she said if she was right i owed her 25. In the end whoever was right owed someone 25 dollars. Well Celi got home and LAURA OWES ME 25 DOLLARS... i know she wont pay me though. Janie slept over too. For the most part it was fun... I had my moments.. ok hours where i went all whoa. From a animal... lol to a sobbing baby. It was fun. My legs are super sore. i was doing splits and jumping and kicking janie haha. trying to do my back bend then i ended up hitting my head. oww!

Monday. I went with Laura to the high school. We went to her dentist appointment. We went to buy Prego's traditional sause for the pasta. lol. Then I watched Rocky with Delicia aww Delicia shes so cute. lol. Andrea if you read all of this its really quiet at night without you.


I dont know why im going to do shoutouts. Its because im really bored. haha. If your on my friends list ill write you something :)

*Sorry Janie for making you feel that i don't trust you. I do, it's just that in some areas i would rather only want one person to know. Besides, you know i don't trust people easily.*

*Mr. Waldo the Baldo. Thank you for being there...to hear me out. Sorry for being a perra lol... much love bro. eww. lol. i luv ya like a brother.*

*Laurita. Gracias para todo. Tu es una muy bueno amiga.. your a great friend. Thanks for sharing the same talents as me... on reading brains we each others at least haha. Thank you for understanding!* HOMFRYS!

*Kas. Whats up g. haha. Call me anytime you needa talk or even just for fun... love ya hun haha.*

Heathro. Dude come back. i feel like visiting Eliza. I hope your doing good. Tomorrow... after 7 im gunna call you. Stay cool.*

*Andrea. i heard you got a job. To bad half the money is going to your grandma for the coach purse and to your parents for the phone haha. loser kid. call me sometime*

*sISta SABEL still tippin on fofos? lol... y are you so retarded?!*

*Steve. Hi. i dont talk to you that much but i do read your livejournals. KFC IS good. Your glasses are so cool,and i like the way you write or express yourself in your journals. Tell Mark i said hi*

*Amanda panda you never called me back. i hope you found the songs and you should watch the movie its really good makes my cry all the time but then again what doesnt... its called BEACHES!*

*gloria whats up havent talk to you in forever!*

*Adri thanks for talking to me and watching rocky lol with delicia your my friend.. friend!*

*Whats up platano/banana/manzana?hows life?!

current mood: my legs freaking hurt!

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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
10:14 pm - just a lil thingy....
[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[X] I've consumed alcohol
[] I've run away from home
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x]I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod, MP3 player, or MP3 cd player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[] I don't kill bugs.
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for a cell phone ringtone
[] I am a sports fanatic
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[x] I love Spam.
[] I cook well.
[] I would wear pajamas to school
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I have a job.
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[] I am in love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self conscious. (about some things)
[x] I like to laugh.
[] I smoke pot everday.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower
[] loved Go Ask Alice.
[x]I have cough drops when I'm not sick. ( cherry flavored)
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I have many scars.
[X] I've been out of this country.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[X] I am comfortable with being me. ( starting to atleast)
[x] I play video games.
[x]I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I've gotten lost in my own city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[X] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[] I have had a serious Surgery
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[] Kissed a Stranger
[X] Hugged a stranger
[] Been in a fist fight
[] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Made out in an elevator
[] Swore at your parents
[] Been to a casino
[] Been skydiving
[] Broken a bone
[X] Cried to a friend
[x] Skipped school
[] Saw a therapist
[x] Done a split
[x] Played spin the bottle
[] Gotten stitches
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[X] Bitten someone
[] Been to Niagara Falls
[] Judged Someone By the Music They Listen to
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[] Kissed a member of the same sex no tongue/ or with tongue
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan
[] Ridden in a taxi
[] Shoplifted
[] Been fired
[] Stole something from your job
[] Been set up by a friend on a date
[] Had a crush on a teacher
[] Celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans
[] Been to Europe
[] Slept with a co-worker
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying
[] Been to Africa
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane (when i was like small)
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[] Thrown up in a bar
[x] eaten Sushi
[] Been snowboarding
[] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[] Been to a motocross show
[] Lost a child
[] Gone to college
[] Graduated college.
[] Done hard drugs
[] Taken painkillers
[x] Given a lapdance (i tried it was like a joke kinda thing)
[] Have had someone cheat on you
[] Cheated on someone
[X] Miss someone right now

current mood: cheerful

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Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
3:05 pm - aww how cute...
<3Tell her she is beautiful, not hot

<3Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second

<3Kiss her on the forehead

<3Leave her voice messages to wake up to

<3Always tell her how beautiful she is, no matter what she's wearing

<3When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you

<3Recognize the small things . . . THEY USUALLY MEAN THE MOST

<3Call her baby

<3Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is

<3Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with

<3Write her notes

<3Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend

<3Play with her hair

<3Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her

<3Sit in the park and just talk to her

<3Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes

<3Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her

<3Let her fall asleep in your arms

<3Carve your names into a Tree

<3If she's mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right

<3CUDDLE

<3Bring her Flowers just because

<3Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone

<3Look her in the eyes and smile

<3Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants

<3Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing

<3Kiss her in the rain

<3Put your head on her shoulders

<3

current mood: quixotic

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Sunday, June 19th, 2005
3:17 pm - im home...
IM BACK.........YES.

current mood: cheerful

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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
6:31 pm - ive learned.
i found out why i feel so miserable at night and during the day. I am living in the past. lol i sound like a loser, but its true. I see it clear now. ok im gunna stop i sound retarded but i really am being serious. anyways. today i went to the new part of the hospital i already forgot what its called, but i went so i could be a good babysitter. :) so if anybody needs a babysitter... you can call me BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE! I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING THIS SUMMER. ok, well ill write more later... or something. PEACE. j/k

current mood: silly

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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
12:47 am

.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.
01. Im fifteen years old.
02. I love music.
03. Im obsessed with chad micheal murray.
04. I love ice cream!
05.
06. I love playing the guessing game with beautiful and sista sabel!
07. I love sleep
08. I love my homefry!
09. I think boys are so sexy! lol
10. My favorite thing to drink is gatorade.
11. My second favorite is sprite
12. Stars = ♥
13. My Catholic faith is pretty strong right now.
14. I don't like being lied too.
15. I haven't had a long term relationship.
16. I really love my friends...oh so much ♥
17. I think cats are scurry!
18. broken trust is the worst
19. I love laughing.
20. I crave affection
21. I dont really like being in the spotlight.
22. Barnes and Noble is bliss
23. I love the movie mean girls.
24. I cant stand hypocrites.
25. I've always wanted a burn book! lol
26. I think closeminded people are lame but sometimes i am one.
27. I love hearing new kinds of (good) music.
28. I am very open-minded.
29. I like to sing when im on the phone like at one or two in the morning!
30. I hate math.
31. My family talks about me behind my back.
32. I want to change my livejournal sn.
33. I procrastinate
34. I love helping others.
35. I love taking showers
36. I dont really like high school that much
37. I like learning new things.
38. I scare easily.
39. I dont treat my mother as well as she deserves
40. I'm really bored.

41. I really enjoy creative and personal gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I love making people laugh
43. Saying i love you and not meaning it is the worst.
44. I hate people that backstab me
45. I love watching movies
46. I like to read.
47. I'm not left handed.
48. I like taking pictures
49. Im very blunt. [sometimes]
50. I've never been in love
51. I wish I could play drums
52. I have split ends
53. I like pinching butts lol.
54. Im spoiled. [I think I am a little]
55. I dont know how to swim.
56. My room is a mess
57. Im somewhat insecure.
58. i think the movie finding nemo is cute.
59. I can listen to you with out looking at your face.
60. I enjoy vintage jewlery.
61. Im four feet nine inches.
62. I like to play sports sometimes.
63. I want to learn how to play the guitar.
64. Im very competitive.
65. I love pink!
66. Listening to muic helps me vent.
67. I love making new friends
68. I want to have more close guy friends then I have close girl friends.
69. I love all kinds of music.

70. Love scares me.
71. I dont like drugs.
72. I dont trust a lot of people.
73. I dont like when people get mad at me...it tears me up inside.
74. I like to make a difference.
75. I need to get over him.
76. Im fun to talk to
77. I love my hometown, even though it's lame
78. I miss Mr. Whiskers.
79. I love shopping @ american eagle.
80. I wish I hadnt made those bad choices.
81. I've learned... i dont break promises! Never again will i do that.
82. I love my parents...but I dont show it that much
83. I'm on number 83!
84. I want to have a summer. Im super bored.
85. I am going to be something in life...something really great.
86. I wish I was at the beach right now lol
87. I hate feeling guilty.
88. Im somewhat a girlie girl.
89. the internet is some what addicting.
90. I love dancing jazz, ballet, and hip hop!
91. I miss eating grape pickle-dilly raspas and watching sailor moon.
92. I think my favorite thing is laughing.
93. i always remember the weirdest things
94. I loved my childhood life.
95. I only have a few REAL friends.
96. I only cuss if I'm really mad or joking around
97.  cuddling up feels good.
98. I think holding hands is cute.
99. I cant find the right guy for me.
100. I love shoes!

.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.



current mood: creative

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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
6:18 pm - to janie and reggi... and whoever else puts my sn thingy...
These are the songs i lke or their my favorite i can listen to them over and over again! Theres a few more that i love but i can only put six so here they are. Oh, they arent in order.

1.Wind beneath my wings- Celine Dion
2.Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
3.Incomplete-Backstreet Boys
4.Live like you were dying- Tim McGraw
5.Youll be in my ♥ -Phil Collins ( Tarzan)
6.A dream is a wish your ♥ makes- Kimberley Locke(Cinderella)


These six ppl have to do the same thing.

1.Iwontmakeyou24
2.Rite2rong
3.Krislover
4.Mxuwpinksoap
5.ipanickedwithu
6.loststar23


Lyrics...

1.Wind Beneath my Wings
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

2.Hands Down- Dashboard Confessionals
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

3.Incomplete -Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

4.Live like you were dying- Tim McGraw
He said I was in my early 40's,
With a lot of life before me,
And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays,
Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
Asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end.
How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
Man what ya do.
And he says,

[Chorus]

I went sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fumanchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

He said I was finally the husband,
That most the time I wasn't.
And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
And all the sudden goin' fishing,
Wasn't such an imposition.
And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
Well I finally read the good book,
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
If I could do it all again.
And then.

[Chorus]

Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it,
What could you do with it, what can
I do with with it, what would I do with it.

[Chorus]
Sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fumanchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'.
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.

5.You'll be in my heart- Phil Collins
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

6.A dream is a wish your heart Makes- Kimberley Locke
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small, yeah
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true, oooh, yeah

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
No matter your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
Ooh, yeah, come true

current mood: chipper

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Monday, June 6th, 2005
9:17 pm - me gusta estas canciones (songs) idk if i spelled that right
"I Know You By Heart"

[B:] Everybody wants to find a love,
somebody, somebody who will always care.
But we get locked up in our own worlds,
with feelings and secrets we're afraid to share.

[D:] But all I have to do is see you smile,
or maybe, just maybe if I brush your hand;
something happens I cannot explain,
and somehow, oh somehow I can understand.

[D:] I, I think you're gonna find . . .
[B:] I'm gonna find you.
I'm gonna find you . . .

[B&D:] I know you by heart.
You're so much a part of me.
I know you by heart.
[D:] Can't you see?

[B&D:] It's no wonder I can love you
the way that I do.
I can finish any sentence you start.
Woah, I know you, I know you by heart.

[D:] I know every time you wanna call,
I pick up the phone before it can ring.
[B:] And when you need some lovin', I'll be there
beside you, anticipating everything.

[D:] Oh, it's like I always said . . .
[B:] You're the one I want.
And all I want is you.
[D:] . . . I'm inside your head.

[B&D:] I know you by heart.
[D:] You're so much a part of me.
[B&D:] I know you by heart.
[B:] Can't you see?

[B&D:] It's no wonder I can love you
the way that I do.
I can finish any sentence you start.
Hey, woah, I know you by heart.
[D:] I know you by heart.

[B&D:] So much a part of me.
It's no wonder I love you
the way that I do.
I can finish any sentence you start.
I know you, I know you by heart.

I know you by heart.
So much a part of me.
I know you by heart.
So much a part of me.

I know you by heart.
So much a part of me.
I know you by heart.
Yeah, I know you by heart.
You're so much a part of me.
So much a part of me.
I know you by heart.
You're so much a part of me . .


"The Glory Of Love"

"This is a song I've been singing for a long time.
It's like an old friend.
But, you know, I think it,
it's only recently that I discovered what it's really about."

You've got to give a little, take a little,
and let your poor heart break a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.

You've got to laugh a little, cry a little,
until the clouds roll by a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.

As long as there's the two of us,
we've got the world and all it's charms.
And when the world is through with us,
we've got each other's arms.

You've got to win a little, lose a little,
yes, and always have the blues a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love.

"Wind Beneath My Wings"

Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings

everytime i watch that movie... Beaches... it makes me cry. But right now im watching that runway bride story so ill update later or tommorow

current mood: calm

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